Tuesday, August 30, 2011
I WILL GIVE MY ALL
Yow! I just got back from our province then I went here(internet cafe) to check my mail and do my part for our PM. I just realized that lately I am giving half heart and half of my effort in most of my subjects. Its not good, I wanted to march for graduation but I'm not giving my all, that is why this will be my commitment: I WILL GIVE MY ALL FOR MY GRADUATION, AND BE REASONABLE TO EVERY DECISION I MAKE AND MAKE SURE THAT I WILL DO IT WITH MY OWN EFFORT AND I WILL DO IT EARNESTLY WITHOUT STEPPING SOMEBODY-ELSE. SO HELP ME GOD.
Thursday, August 25, 2011
A DREAM Come True | Rough Road Ahead!
Hey there! It's been months since I posted something on my blog and I thought that why not post something to spend my time with. Anyway for the past few days was really excruciating, my schedule was loaded and I'm sort of in demand (kind of, hahaha). "Ohh my, can't you give me a break?" was all over my head. I was invited to meetings I'm supposed to come.
Headache was up, stress was present, and studies was yelling "hey man, I'm still here! why don't you give me some time eihh?", everything was too much for my head. Then something at the back of my mind said to me that I do not know how to say no. Sometimes saying no is essential because keeping everything for yourself is not healthy because you're destroying yourself in a manner you never notice, you thought that in doing this you will have a medal at the end of the day but you don't, instead you will lose most of what is important to you. My studies was compromised, I was not able to read the lecture slides provided by our professor in two of my exams which then resulted to flunking prelim. Yeah right, I flunked two of my major subjects in prelim, *GREAT (~.~)(sulking).
I complain! But I do not want people to know it because I don't want to make a good scene. Then I ask the Lord what to do, because I have no one to run to. The Lord has given me more than what I deserve that's why I ask Him what should I do to balance my service and my studies Thankfully the Lord answered my plead. He said "You asked me once you wanted this then why are you complaining?". Yeah, I remembered I asked the Lord that I wanted to be in YCOM then why am I complaining? Like what I said, He gave me more than what I deserve. I only wanted to be in YCOM because I wanted to learn photoshop, but the Lord is so generous that I learned more. I learned after effects, and premier pro and I asked to serve during events. A DREAM COME TRUE!
My mind is clear now; after seeing the success of the two events I know what I need and what I want. I like digital art, I like editing videos, I like PARTIES, I like making friends, and I love the Lord. What I said about saying no is partly true, sometimes you have to say no to give time for your other priorities for you to balance everything. My studies is important, but serving the Lord is what I am made for. I enjoyed the events, I love the output of my hardwork, and I hate my prelim exam results (hahahaha ^_^). Good thing my family continues to inspire me and motivate me to do better and to give my best in midterms. Next time will be better and that is why tomorrow exists to forget the past and move on and see what is coming ahead. Good night!
Headache was up, stress was present, and studies was yelling "hey man, I'm still here! why don't you give me some time eihh?", everything was too much for my head. Then something at the back of my mind said to me that I do not know how to say no. Sometimes saying no is essential because keeping everything for yourself is not healthy because you're destroying yourself in a manner you never notice, you thought that in doing this you will have a medal at the end of the day but you don't, instead you will lose most of what is important to you. My studies was compromised, I was not able to read the lecture slides provided by our professor in two of my exams which then resulted to flunking prelim. Yeah right, I flunked two of my major subjects in prelim, *GREAT (~.~)(sulking).
I complain! But I do not want people to know it because I don't want to make a good scene. Then I ask the Lord what to do, because I have no one to run to. The Lord has given me more than what I deserve that's why I ask Him what should I do to balance my service and my studies Thankfully the Lord answered my plead. He said "You asked me once you wanted this then why are you complaining?". Yeah, I remembered I asked the Lord that I wanted to be in YCOM then why am I complaining? Like what I said, He gave me more than what I deserve. I only wanted to be in YCOM because I wanted to learn photoshop, but the Lord is so generous that I learned more. I learned after effects, and premier pro and I asked to serve during events. A DREAM COME TRUE!
My mind is clear now; after seeing the success of the two events I know what I need and what I want. I like digital art, I like editing videos, I like PARTIES, I like making friends, and I love the Lord. What I said about saying no is partly true, sometimes you have to say no to give time for your other priorities for you to balance everything. My studies is important, but serving the Lord is what I am made for. I enjoyed the events, I love the output of my hardwork, and I hate my prelim exam results (hahahaha ^_^). Good thing my family continues to inspire me and motivate me to do better and to give my best in midterms. Next time will be better and that is why tomorrow exists to forget the past and move on and see what is coming ahead. Good night!
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